nothing would go the way i wanted. grrrrrr.
why is it that the harddisk is so tiny ?!
(it's like 20GB nia.)
what the fuck lo.
status update: cold war. neither side is talking to each other. hmmm. planning the great escape. (:
this laptop's being an ass.
shocking things happen when you've expected it, but not sure when.
well, i've expected that the subject of divorce would finally come on in my house, but am just not sure when..
the reason's pretty simple. humans will have self respect among other qualities and it's always the case of some people treating you like a dog or something that actually undermines your self respect.
truly, i deprise this and at the same time would like to also scream out loud, "dont judge me."
of course i hadnt undermine your self respect directly, but if was indirectly, then i'm sorry.
i guess these underminings took place when i'm in a bad mood which is like now and ytd when things refused to work.
and so, education and money isnt everything althought without both we'd be better off dead. but seriously, so what if you're educated? it doesnt really give you the rigt to look down on those uneducated people -/-
and money would be spent off anyway, it's kinda useless.
and the things about the inheritance and all. -/- i know 100k is alot, but so is 50k. and plus that 50k rightly still belongs to my brother. so you bitch, dont go whining about it.
anw, idk about the divorce thingy. -/- i like living in this house (hey, i still got internet) and seriously, if my dad changes his attitude it'll be for the best. pray hard man.
i hate people putting words in my mouth
so fine, i have a heart made of steel, ice, iron, whatever.
so what if i dont display affections by asking "do you want to eat?"
puh-lease.
to tell you the truth, i dont even ask that question. heck, i dont "guan xing" nor am i "li shou dang ran"-ing
this is a selfish world. and please, i dont "dont zha hu". please, this is so annoying.
but this is the point. you are putting words into my mouth. do i have to ask if i have the prove sitting in front of my eyes?
isnt it very, extremely obvious?
i'm not giving out the vibe that, "hey, you've got to love me." i dont.
you're always assuming and putting words in to my mouth, heart, soul. whatever crap.
come on, you're always commanding me what to do, and do what at what time.
did you really asked for my opinion then? so who is the one saying that i'm unfeeling and uncaring now?
so is it really my own fault that i've decided to just carry on without a word?
you say that my friends are more important.
so what if they are sitting at a rank above yours? yes, my friends, gans are more important than this home.
i alr hate it here. i dont like being told what to do, and always have to follow your method even if it's wrong.
if i'm going to be a one-man army here in the house, then so be it.
so yeah, maybe i'm in the wrong too. but your implications are clear. you dont have to say, "i'm not scolding you because you didnt blah blah blah."
dont toss in these sentences that those philosophic books advice on caring for your children or whatever crap you read.
so what if i didnt ask you? so what if that brat did so? go on, you know you love him more just because he's more family-loving.
i did the housework tdy. adminttedly it's not wonderful and i did forget to water the frigging plants. i didnt hear you say thanks. and you expect me to say "hey, have you eaten? i cook for you want?" gosh, i didnt hear you saying, "thanks for mopping the freaking floor."
not that i'm "tao gong lao" but seriously. i still do more than that bastard in form of housework.
if i didnt cared, i wouldnt even touch it at all.
so who is the wrong one now?
walked ard like crazy :D
took this at the mrt station when we're waiting for the train :D
anw, ion orchard is tres cool
and i discovered that scrapbooking could be my next pasttime.
legs are weary and tired and thr was a big hoolabulu in finding the place to find the place.
and i lost ten bucks.
buuuuuuu ---
was ultra crazy during the trip to ambercraft.
i mean seriously, almost went all the way to clementi, (wth?)
hey, rabbit. arent you glad that you didnt come with these two lunatics ?
(:
anw, kinokuniya rocks man ~
planning to really go buy those stampers they're really really cool
and i guess that PIC is gg to get one of those five bucks books. (:
definately will go back to look for some stuff in thr someday soon :D
home alone is cool
right, i'm at home really alone.
i wonder when PIC gg to reply me, maybe she still sleeping.
note, havent start on any holiday homework and thr is a ton of them waiting for me.
so when am i gg to get the motivation to do them? :/
guess really have to early morning, hit the library and finish compo, maths whtever shit that the teachers give us.
butbutbut, somehow the thought of doing so is great, but would i be really able to do it?
guess i can bah, :/ force myself to do homework like art.
speaking of which, i also have art to complete. -/-
PIC was right again.
and oh, i think it must be the lack of space that is killing my blocg music whenever i want to listen to it.
aw shucks.
post again ltr
reverse psychology actually works
all the failed attempts of trying to get picnik to save my picture has failed.
this made me even more determined to get my edited picture saved.
tres cool :D
this has got to be the worst day of my life.
i'm absolutely serious.
- today started out good.
- then it got worse. do you really hate traffic jams?
- then we got to wait.
- afterwards, i got "por leng shui" as if that is my fault.
- because HE started it first, come on, what century this is?
- and please don't start again and start shouting.
- because that sucks.
- dont go on preaching again, it doesnt make sense.
- it's not my problem anw. he started it first, did he even give me time?
- never lorh, always is we have to give in.
- please, parents also give us lots of pressure and stress.
- i really cant wait for three years ltr.
- it's not like i want like that lah, seriously.
- give some faith, just because we're not adults you're treating us like shit.
- so what? i know we have to rely on people like you for cash,
- but it doesnt mean that you can wrongly accuse us that we have an attitude problem
- if you hadnt step on my tail, i wouldnt have bite back.
- leave it, just leave it, please
- it's really annoying.
- now i wonder why i even bother to come home.
- it must be i cant find work yet.
- i cant wait to get out of here.
- 3 years and counting down.
- you can always talk down to us, even though you might seem to be on the Teens side,
- but adults are all the same,
- they defend each other.
- after that adult is gone, you turn ard and start scolding us.
- adults only defend adults mah, make sense.
- now i wonder if those child protection services are really defending the children or not.
- more like it's for the adults gains.
- children are also worse off, believe me.
- because i'm reliving it right now.
i've got a secret to tell you. it's the end of freaking bridging ! ! !
yep, and on a friday 13 too.
aint that cool ?!
discovered a site to edit photos.
thanks to PIC
omg, i dont believe this, thr's no bluetooth on this laptop.
i told you, this is before bluetooth was born !
damned -/-
second last day. i cant wait.
take my photo off the wall, if it just wont sing for you
tdy was marginally btr.
PIC has chem spa i think.
maths was extremely boring as usual.
cant believe for once i rmb-ed what to bring for biology.
lesson ended quite smoothly. o.o
abit surprising. anw, i cant go to cwp ltr with PIC so sian.
tmr, is finally the end of what-felt-like-one-whole-year of bridging.
and from what i heard ytd during the gathering, that evergreen secondary also have.
wow.
