new start, new beginnings

on hidesight, i think that its my mum's fault for getting me into this mess.
i dont believe a word of it about eye allergy, and it doesnt make sense because everything happened after i went to kl.
or not, it would have happened earlier, not now
allergies are supposed to be from birth, not halfway.
so its all her fault for the pain infliction, if she had insisted on tying the black string even then, it wouldnt have escalated.
so whose fault is it now?
yeah, everything's my fault okay.

oh ya, tdy no title because no brainwave for one.

ltr gg to tuition then maybe gg to PIC house "project"
oh well, nth to blog about
so,

MAPLING !

can you believe that my title is actually a song title ?

tdy went to see tcm then go cwp
otw to cwp got pissed and its not about my handphone
i'm the one who feels the pain, and you only care that you would get scolded or lose face?
who feels the pain?
i do, not the bloody fucker.

reached cwp and saw melvin straight away because of his white specs.
alicia and jc thr too
went up to popular to check up the price of headphones.
38 bucks

then melvn go buy ipod mini and headphones
saw something i need but it can wait.
went to bits and pieces, new place to check up on next time
*adds to list*

now home just passed the rice to the red cross people
5 whole kg, cool eh?

-- mapling

fb-ing
on to read bleach
then maple !

tdy was uneventful,
cca was okay
weather was extremely humid
cant take people who gossips extensively
and we had english period free

went to cwp to buy present
and then ate at mos
studied thr and did art
out of thr at 540pm

pretty much boring

drinking shandy right now and my mouse having problems

finally can play maple ! :D
happyyyyyy ! :DDDDD

tdy lessons quite okay, tmr english period gg to comp lab do up the free writing
tdy lessons still okay, not that sian
finished my frozz though.

bio remedial was shit.
no need to elaborate.

gg to photo shop print our my pictures :D

in conclusion: tdy is a happy day even if bio was shit.

i thought that it has been for such a long time alr, so why still the rants on things that i totally have no control over?
also, vandalism is punishable by law.
not joking here.

now feeling abit stress, but stress is good.
somehow.
:D

mapling tmr !

i've just counted.
i just put in 13 hours a day for school.
i put in 9 hours of sleep a day.
which kinda leaves me...
an amazing 2 hours a day to eat and play comp.
WOW.

please tell me why i'm so busy.
in between those 13 hours at school, i'm juggling breathing and thinking with all the mountains of work.
of of those are passive, but what is the big deal about spending almost the whole day in school?
its abit crazy

tadaa, preparing for more taxing days ahead.
somehow, looking fwd to it.

anw, tdy school was okay
revised quartiles agn and barely said anything to alan l
art was spent chionging artpiece, and feeling abit stressed now
me tmr do art le bah

somehow looking fwd to gg school tmr even though i'd prolly find it boring.
school has been rly disillusioning i'm serious.
i now find that school is a very waste of time, and of course i'd rather be learning something else like guitar.
suddenly have a very strong feeling to learn how to play the guitar. hmmm..
piano gr7 is coming up soon and i have scales unpractised.

at least tdy's homework is done, no more maths !
hopefully, i'll find my calling soon and not feel so unsatisfied with my life.
but i think its a hopeless wish, its like wishing that all doctors go to hell and that school's would disappear.
maybe i'm feeling like how he does, that horrible empty feeling
how strange.

tdy after art remedial went to mac and ate vallina cone.
then finished maths in exactly 60 minutes and went 7-eleven.
PIC bought frozz and then i was rearranging them back to colour then i realised something.
the blueberry row of frozz had a pack extra, so it wouldnt fit.
then PIC had taken two strawberry ones.

so i just had to say, "eh, if you bought one of the blueberry then enough to put everything tgt liao eh!"
and then she laughed and said what incrudiously. and suggested that i replaced one of her strawberry flavoured ones with the extra blueberry. then she go and take two pokka green teas.
i think she addicted to it alr just like how addicted i am to coffee.

then i remarked to her about that horrible empty feeling that i'm expriencing then the bus came.
no hope of getting up lorh, and so waited for another one.
half hour passed and the second bus was super full also, wth?
in the end, gave up and walked to the other bus stop.
got home reasonably quickly and had a long shower.
still having that feeling.
concluded that i was suffering from acute deficency of maplestory vitamin.
hmmmm .

this is my longest post yet and i feel somewhat accomplished.
hurrah.

okay, abit no life now as reading another manga to pass the time.
tdy was walking leisurely ard woodlands, wishing that i didnt have such a heavy schoolbag filled with books.

lesson's were boring as usual, but one good thing.
i finally know how to do oxidation states. cool eh?
ate lunch at 7-eleven, and saw weiqiang looking at something at the shop beside candy shop.
think is the handphone shop but anw, he looks abit darker than i saw him last.
guess bball's doing some good.

suddenly, am disillusioned with studying.
i mean i see no point in it already. strange.

feeling super moodless but i suddenly realise that i need to go to the photoshop to print out the pictures.
what a random sentence. anw, feeling super unsatisfied with my life right now.
having a feeling that i should be doing so much more, but not knowing what i should actually do.

never thought that talking/ texting someone would be so fun, especially if they are playing word games.

on an ending note,

happy birthday, nixon.
you're officially 16 tdy

just got back from PIC's house and otw thr saw a bunch of people walking like they're gg for a fight.

anw, maths tuition was okay.
weather very hot, totally sweated very unglamly.
realised that i'm very behind in art, and have lots of english.
hopefully tmr will have time to finish everything.
PIC gg hmt tmr.

nothing to post. so sian now.